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Friday, June 17, 2005

i am ashamed to be a human being

what kind of psychotic assholes would hold a bunch of 2 to 6 year old CHILDREN hostage?
what kind of sick, deranged bastards would murder a 2 year old CHILD?
what kind of heartless creatures would shoot a young CHILD in the HEAD?

and all because, according to authorities, the poor innocent boy CRIED TOO MUCH?!

murder is bad enough. but when its murdering innocent children, whose only crime was being in the wrong place at the wrong time, and who was JUST CRYING, for gods sakes!! he was TERRIFIED! of course he's bloody CRYING you fucking assholes!

it crosses so many lines, i don't even know where to begin. what happened to basic human decency? basic morality? has your conscience really been devoured by dogs? have you no fucking brains, no fucking heart at all?

no matter what the world had done to you, no matter what wrongs have been committed against you - what gives you the fucking right to turn on CHILDREN?

they who are the most innocent. they who are the least responsible for whatever the fuck shithole you're in. they who do not know that a human being's natural reaction in times of fear and uncertainty - crying - would bring such grief in the end.

when i think of what the poor boy could have been thinking of during those last few seconds.. when i think of how much trauma those other little children were put through.. when i think of the grief and the anguish of all those parents and families of those kids, especially the loved ones of that 2 year old canadian boy..

my heart literally aches.

i will freely admit that i cried when i think about it. how can anyone who has a heart, who has even the tiniest shred of feelings, the tiniest trace of human decency, not be affected by something as mindless and as cruel as this?

the world has become a sad, sad, terrible place. i am heartbroken, devastated, and completely appalled.

i'm starting to believe that adrian has somehow got the right idea about not having children.

my heart truly goes out to the family of that little 2 year old canadian boy, as well as to everyone whose lives he has touched within his short stay on this earth.

his life has been cruelly wrenched from him, all too soon.

he will never know life, never know the world, never know joy and happiness, as we have had the good fortune to know.

but, at least, this way, he will no longer have to know the pain, the suffering, the sorrow, and the evil and the fucking fucked-up-ness that abounds in the world.

my prayers are with you. may god bless you and keep you.

as for the motherfuckers that did this, i hope all of you fucking burn in hell, a thousand times over.


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