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Monday, April 10, 2006

pain reminds you that you're still alive

"Where'd You Go? - Fort Minor"

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...

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not just career. everything else.
the one thing above all others that i cannot accept.

my world is falling apart and i don't know what to do.
i don't know what to believe. i don't know what's true, what's a lie.

my eyes are so swollen i can't see properly.
they hurt. everything hurts.
i can't breathe. i can't move.
i survive with my inhaler and my bed and my sleeping pills.
when i sleep i can't feel.
but even when i sleep, it doesn't go away.
i have nightmares. i talk in my sleep.
i cry and wake up and try to sleep again but i can't.

it's hard. it's painful.
it's fucking painful and i don't know what to do.
i don't know where to go.

pain reminds you that you're still alive.
right now i'd give anything to not feel the pain anymore.

I need to go away for awhile.
i don't know how long. i don't know where.

i just know that i need to hide.
my world is falling apart and i'm running away.


Sunday, March 05, 2006

there's a reason he's called DOOFUS

DOOFUS: do you know i've been losing weight?

ME: no, you haven't.

DOOFUS: no, ah?

ME: no.

DOOFUS: just lie lah! what's wrong with you...

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DOOFUS: i like to wear "brack".

ME: hahahaha! "brack", ah?

DOOFUS: did i say "brack"? i know i made a mistake somewhere..

*he meant to say "black"*

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*DOOFUS got me a little gift of 2 necklaces last night, out of the blue.*

ME: aww, thanks sweetie! why'd you choose these?

DOOFUS: dunno. oh, i got the orange one cos maybe i can wear it too.

ME: .......


Wednesday, March 01, 2006

one of those meme/list thingies

pinched this off my sister's blog. this one's fun! heh.

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Minus 1% for everything that you've done.
Then repost as your %.
[ start with 100%]


1.Smoked.
2.Drank alcohol.
3.Cried when someone died.
4.Been drunk.
5.Had sex.
6.Been to a concert.
7.Given a handjob/gotten a handjob.
8.Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob.
9.Been verbally sexually harassed.
10.Verbally sexually harassed somebody.
11.Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12.Laughed so hard something came outof yournose.
13.Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriendbefore.
14.Been cheated on by aboyfriend/girlfriend.
15.Been to prom.
16.Cried at school.
17.Gotten lost in a WalMart or adepartment store.
18.Went streaking.
19.Given a lap dance.
20.Had someone of the opposite sex inyour room.
21.Had someone of the opposite sexsleep over.
22.Slept over at someone of the oppositesex'shouse.
23.Kissed a stranger.
24.Hugged a stranger.
25.Went scuba diving.
26.Driven a car.
27.Gotten an xray.
28.Hit by a car.
29.Had a party.
30.Done drugs.
31.Played strip poker.
32.Got paid to strip for someone.
33.Ran away from home.
34.Broken a bone.
35.Eaten sushi.
36.Bought porn.
37.Watched porn.
38.Made porn.
39.Had a crush on someone of the samesex.
40.Been in love.
41.Frenched kissed.
42.Laughed so hard you cried.
43.Cried yourself to sleep.
44.Laughed yourself to sleep.
45.Stabbed yourself.
46.Shot a gun.
47.Trash talked someone and then actedlike theirbest friend the next day.
48.Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
49.Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
50.Watched an animal die.
51.Watched a person die.
52.Kissed and/or messed aroundsomewhere withat least 1 person present.
53.Pranked somebody.
54.Put somebody in the hospital.
55.Snuck into someone's room and/oryour ownroom after being out.
56.Kissed somebody of the same sex.
57.Dressed punk.
58.Dressed goth.
59.Dressed preppy.
60.Been to a motocross race.
61.Avoided somebody.
62.Been stalked.
63.Stalked someone.
64.Met a celebrity.
65.Played an instrument.
66.Ridden a horse.
67.Cut yourself.
68.Bungee jumped.
69.Ding dong ditched somebody.
70.Been to a wild party.
71.Got caught stealing something.
72.Kicked a guy in the balls.
73.Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from afriend.
74.Went out with your friend's crush.
75.Got arrested.
76.Been pregnant.
77.Babysat.
78.Been to another country.
79.Started your house on fire.
80.Had an encounter with a ghost.
81.Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82.Been asked out by someone that youneverthough you'd to be asked out by.
83.Cried over a member of the oppositesex.
84.Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3months.
85.Sat on your ass all day.
86.Ate a whole carton of ice cream all byyourself.
87.Had a job.
88.Gotten cut from a sports team.
89.Been called a wh0re.
90.Danced like a wh0re.
91.Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92.Been in a car accident.
93.Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94.Been told you have beautiful hair.
95.Raped somebody.
96.Danced in the rain.
97.Been rejected.
98.Walked out of a restaurant withoutpaying.
99.Punched someone/slapped someonein theface.
100.Been raped.

FINAL SCORE: 21%


mmm. yeah. i've done some pretty crazy things, alright.

so.

what's your score?


Tuesday, February 28, 2006

your money has been delayed by the "system"

today, i found out that inter-bank transfers take 3 working days to process.

3. whole. days.

and in banking terms, a "day" ends at 3.30pm. so if you transfer cash from BANK A to BANK B on monday at 4pm, you'll have to wait 4 working days to get your money.

i am NEVER doing an interbank transfer EVER AGAIN.

NEVER, i swear. how infuriating!

they should at least advise people of the extended time frame. i mean, how difficult is it to put a small notice there?!

so much easier than making me panic and run around like a headless chicken and end up calling your customer service center, where i have to wait 10min on hold for me to get an answer.

geeeeeeez, man!

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DOOFUS is, in his own words - "very disturbed by the bastard calling you last night."

he's still harping about it now.

silly DOOFUS.

honestly, i didn't like it either. but i ain't gonna let it affect me.

i just wish it wouldn't affect DOOFUS so much. poor thing.


Friday, February 24, 2006

i am a closet idol-worshipper

i'm sorry. i just had to do this. geeky or not. i don't care.

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my favourites in AMERICAN IDOL this season:

taylor hicks

taylor

don't ask me why. he's so weird and goofy that its cute. besides, he's a pretty good singer. typical lovable underdog that everyone secretly roots for. awwwww.

ace young

ace

my favourite contestant as of now, if only because he sang george michael's "father figure", which i absolutely totally completely adore to death. plus, he's a looker, isn't he? *swoon* oh, yeah, not a bad singer too. heh.

chris daughtry

chris

i love his voice. i love his look. i love his attitude. i love his charisma. i love everything! my favourite contestant, before ace young blew me away last night. heh.

katharine mcphee

katharine

i like. thats that. no need to explain. :p

lisa tucker

lisa

16 year old powerhouse, with a super sweet personality to boot. i wish i had her smile.

mandisa

mandisa

if you saw her performance last night, and you don't think she's good, then YOU ARE BLIND & DEAF & STUPID. hmph.

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ok. now that i've got that outta my system, normalcy shall resume. heh.


Wednesday, February 22, 2006

book list *UPDATED - 22/2/06*

don't mind me. just posting a list of books i wanna get, for easy reference.

C.S. LEWIS

chronicles of narnia (7 books)

MATTHEW REILLY

*seven ancient wonders*
hell island

ROBERT LUDLUM

the altman code
the lazarus vendetta
the moscow vector

ARTHUR GOLDEN

memoirs of a geisha

CLIVE CUSSLER

black wind
lost city
polar shift
sacred stone
dark watch

IAN CALDWELL & DUSTIN THOMASON

the rule of four

SIMON MAWER

*the gospel of judas*

JOHN CORNWELL

hitler's pope

MICHAEL BAIGENT, RICHARD LEIGH & HENRY LINCOLN

holy blood, holy grail

LARRY NIVEN & JERRY POURNELLE

*lucifer's hammer*

NEIL GAIMAN

american gods
neverwhere
anansi boys
the sandman series

ANNE RICE

*christ the lord : out of egypt*

GLEN DUNCAN

*i, lucifer*
weathercock
the death of an ordinary man

GEORGE ORWELL

1984
animal farm

JONATHAN RABB

the overseer

JEREMY ROBINSON

the didymus contingency

JAMES ROLLINS

map of bones

JACK DU BRUL

vulcan's forge
charon's landing
the medusa stone
river of ruin
havoc

PAULINE GEDGE

the hippopotamus marsh
child of the morning
scroll of saqqara

DAN BROWN

da vinci code
angels and demons

SOPHIE KINSELLA

shopaholic series
the undomestic goddess
can you keep a secret?

CHRISTIAN JACQ

queen of freedom series (the empire of darkness, the war of the crowns, the flaming sword)

judge of egypt series (beneath the pyramid, secrets of the desert, shadow of the sphinx)

mysteries of osiris series (the conspiracy of evil, the great secret, the tree of life, the way of fire)

STEL PAVLOU

decipher

DAVID GIBBINS

atlantis

LEV GROSSMAN

codex


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FUCK. ME.

thats a bloody shitload of books. and this is just HALF the list.

ahhh, crap.

anyone wanna sponsor me with a coupla thousand bucks for all these books?

i'll open a library and name it after you, i promise.



or..

on another note..

my birthday's coming. and so's christmas.

heh.

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Monday, February 13, 2006

i am in PAIN

my stomach has been hurting me since friday. non stop.

when i eat, i feel like barfing. when i sleep, i need to curl up into a ball.

nothing works!

po chai pills / charcoal pills / honey lemon / tea / warm water / cold water / some weirdo pills in my medicine cabinet / tiger balm / cap limau / warm towel

they cannot help meeeee! howhowhow?



it feels like the hulk and king kong have been taking turns using my gut as a punching bag to vent all their pent up sexual frustrations.

and then, when they've finished pummelling me poor tummy, they decide to be friends since they both have pent up sexual frustrations and use my stomach as an organic super stretchy rope on which they play a friendly match of tug of war to determine who has the most chance of scoring with that hot chick that thinks both of them are equally stinky and gross is the strongest.

punching bag + tug of war + stomach = NOT $@^@%#$!^% FUN FOR ME AT ALL!

(even though i'm sure king kong and the hulk - who have shrunken themselves using that ray gun from "HONEY I SHRUNK THE KIDS" - are currently camping out in my stomach, are having oodles of funlaughterpeaceandjoy - at my expense.)



ARGHH!



stoopid stomach.

rubbish body.

i need a new body! i need new body parts! UPGRADE UPGRADE!!

eh. you think i trade in my old body, can get discount or not?



p/s: i don't know why there are so many references to "SEX". this has to do with my STOMACH. not *ahem* other.. regions.

my mind works in bafflingly strange and utterly mysterious ways, man.


Friday, February 10, 2006

so who's the genius?

huh.

FROSTED FLAKES PORTABLE - A/DG


a few years ago, while i was doing my part time diploma in business, our marketing project was centered around KELLOGGS.

and we came up with this exact same idea - to make cereal and milk portable in snack packs.

frosfla2 frosfla1

at that time, we were aiming mainly at children - especially those whose parents would be too busy to pack food for them - or for busy people on the go.

i know i'm just deluding myself, seeing as how KELLOGGS probably had this same idea way before we did and has been spending the past few years testing it.

but i still really couldn't help but go "HEY! THATS MY IDEA!!".

i mean, who knows? maybe we really came up with it first, and the same idea struck KELLOGGS later on.. which makes us the pioneers, the inventors, the innovators..

huh.

maybe we should have patented the idea when we had the chance. damn.


Wednesday, February 08, 2006

sitting on my ass, bumming around...

boo!

i'm boooooored!

but i can't be arsed to write a proper post. even though i haven't filed down my CNY memories after relentless procrastinating. booo!

so lazy.

i shall just use the excuse that i am very sick and am on 2 weeks of medication to see if it clears up.

meh.


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Sunday, January 15, 2006

bodyart & a hot guy

ladies and gents, meet my new tattoo:

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which makes #3 on the bodyart front, joinin the family on friday the 13th.

this one hurt. more than the biohazard on my lower back. or maybe it was just the lack of alcohol to numb my senses. i dunno. this is the first tat i've gotten that i've been completely alcohol-free. hmm.

strange, though.

you would think, that with the amount of fats around my belly to cushion the needle, it wouldn't have hurt that much.

ah well. pain or not, its done, i've survived. without any screaming or crying or fainting. just a few jibes from my dear friends about my jiggly tummy. yeahyeahyeah. i'm fat. so what. a woman needs a bit of meat on her, aight? bah.

DOOFUS cannot, for the life of him, understand why anyone would want to put themselves through such suffering and pain just to get a tattoo.

i don't claim to understand it, either. but if you took away my tattoos, i'd feel weird. naked. i wouldn't be me.

me and DOOFUS have more or less settled on the location of tattoo #4. (after much haggling and negotiation. meh.) no, its not gonna be on my butt. although it IS rather close to that general area.

i already know what i want for #4. just need to make final decisions on the eventual words, once DOOFUS gets the list for me.

i'm such a sucker for pain, man.

weirdo.

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i don't care WHAT anyone else says, but DAMN! ricky martin is HOTHOTHOTHOTHOT!

i just saw him on oprah (yeah. i occasionally watch oprah. oh, shut up.) and he looks alot better now, than he did years ago.

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come on - how can anyone not love that face? i liiike..


so rugged, so "bad boy" now - what with the unshaven-ness and all.

and those eyes, those EYES! my god!

oh, and let's not forget his wonderful sex-ay moves. face it. men who can dance are hot. men who can rotate their hips THAT gorgeously are beyond hot.

yes. it takes sooo little to make me go absolutely, insanely, crazily GOOGOOGAGA.

but y'know what?

I don't care
I just wanna be yours
I know I told you I'd never love you the way that I did again after all that you did to me
But I got to say

I don't care
I just wanna be yours
And I tried everything in my power to never ever say "please come back to me"
But I got to say


but shhh.. don't tell my boyfriend. ;)

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p/s : why is food so bloody expensive nowadays?!

DOOFUS and i ate bak kut teh on friday, and the bill came up to $20 - $10 per person.

wtf!

at this rate, i'm gonna seriously need to start dieting. not out of fear of putting on weight, but out of fear that MONEY NO ENOUGH TO BUY FOOD.

rubbish, lah.

pfft.


Tuesday, January 10, 2006

what the hell is "normal" anyway?

yesterday, me and DOOFUS went out and attempted the "normal life" thing. well, as much of a "normal life" as possible, given the circumstances.

it was kinda weird. but nice. to do "normal" stuff.

its really hard to have a "normal" life - a "normal" relationship - when we both have a million commitments.

especially, WORK. working 12, 14 hours a day, 6 (and sometimes 7) days a week doesn't leave much time for anything else. add to that family commitments, social commitments, blahblah, etcetc..

you can see how we're lucky if we get to see each other weekly. and even then its only for a few hours, if we're fortunate.

we hardly get the opportunity to go out, and do the things that a lot of couples take for granted.

like - watching movies, and having lunch/dinner, and drinking coffee. or shopping together. or just walking around, spending time together, talking..



but. we're trying. as best we can.

hey. our relationship's not perfect. no one's is. but in a lot of ways, what we have is good. sometimes. most of the time. yeah.



so anyhow.

we ended up at plaza singapura. walking around. looking at stuff. being together.

and then we grabbed dinner at pastamania. where DOOFUS has, amazingly, never eaten ever before. shocking, huh?

so we sat down, and decided what we wanted, and then.. DOOFUS calls to the server guy : "can we order now?" and i had to tell him that we had to go to the counter and order.

"OH! okay.. i feel so suaku!"

so much like his namesake, i tell you. heh.

we managed to make it through dinner without any major mishaps, though.

it felt really good to be able to just sit down and eat a meal together and talk about random stuff. kinda weird, since we're both not really used to it, but so nice.

scrapped plans for drinks with his cousin, canned the movie idea, and just headed back to laze around watching dvds and snacking on mac d's.

santa's slay SUCKED. i'm traumatised. i choose to believe santa claus is real. he lives in finland. he has the whole workshop and whatnot. he has reindeer, but not necessarily magical flying ones. and no, he doesn't fly around, sliding down chimneys, delivering presents. but he EXISTS. he's real. he's there. and he's GOOD. not evil. dammit.

DOOFUS thinks i'm crazy to believe that. he found the movie kinda cool. pfft. what do men know? pfft.

the longest yard was pretty funny. but it sucks that caretaker kicks the bucket. tragedy in a comedy. not good.

cinderella man was suprisingly good. for a boxing movie. i don't like boxing. maybe its because DOOFUS made me watch that will smith movie, ali, so many times. overkill, i tell ya. but cinderella man had a pretty alright storyline. DOOFUS just loved the boxing bits. men. pfft.

yeah.

so that was our attempt at a "normal" life.

and now, its back to our erratic schedules and 12 hour workdays. at least till the next time we both get time off that coincides.



oh, i came across this quote that i'd just like to share with my dear ones. especially those going through difficult times :

"human love is an infinite resource. no matter how many times its expended, whether stolen or given away, love can grow again - like a flower from a bulb - and fill your heart."



remember that, ok?

i know, from experience, that there is truth in that quote.

keep your chin up, be strong, and have faith.

at least, try. :)


Sunday, January 01, 2006

hello 2006!

DOOFUS has had to go for a last minute business trip to KL. on new year's day. with less than a few hour's notice.

this really sucks major ass, lah.

i don't like. not at all.

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party at shilt & jenn's last night was cool. lots of alcohol. lots of noise. lots of screaming. lots of shouting. lots of dirty-minded sexual innuendos. lots of drunken peoples.

and the police came to bust up the party. TWICE.

er.. oops..

looks like we were a leeeetle beeet too noisy.

tsktsk.

but it was still good. yeah.

photos are being uploaded. proof of all the debauchery and whatnot that we indulge in under the influence of ze sacred liquid (aka alcohol). heh.



just for the record, no i was NOT mabuks outta my skull.

in fact, this entire holiday season, i have been an absurdly good girl.

alcohol makes me do really stupid things.

thus, is very good idea to refrain, especially in the company of my friends, who i am positive will never let me forget about the stupid ass things i do.

makes so much sense. mm-hmm.



i'm hungry.



HAPPY NEW YEAR!

lets all hope the year 2006 is way, way better than 2005 (doesn't matter if you had a good year or a sucky year. it works either way.)

cheers, darlings!


Friday, December 30, 2005

presents rock my ding-dongs

wow. good haul this year, on the presents front. yay! i is happy!


me birthday and christmas pressies!
(so i don't forget what everyone got me next year. meh.)

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DOOFUS gave me these doggies, sorta for my birthday. guess which one's my favourite? hint: its the black one. heh.

and they all have names, ok! see if you can figure out which ones DOOFUS named, and which ones are mine..

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POUCHIE ; MUTT ; BOBO

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BOOBOO ; TOPAZ ; JOJO

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Perlini's Silver Bracelet - Shilton & Jenn
Pink Top & Body Shop Strawberry Bath Gel/Body Lotion - Sue-Lynn

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Hokey Pokey Elmo! (my personal "vibrator". heh.) - Suhaila
"Not Married Not Bothered" Book - Auntie Emy

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pretty pretty SHOES! - Wayne

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Thongs (isn't the elephant one damn cute?! i don't care. it is.) - Brandon
Beano Comic & MONEY - Mum & Dad

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Chappelle's Show DVD - Daniel
Black Chinoisiere "chinese print" Clutch Bag - Samantha

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Green Top - Auntie Emy
Cats Mug - Val

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Hot Pink HAVAIANAS! - Jon & Ro
Shoes - Scott

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Hand Painted T & Earrings - Steph

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Bonds Thongs & "blingbling" Keychain - Sue-Lynn
Spa Set - Haresh & Jay

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"Memoirs Of A Geisha" Book - Suhaila
Body Shop Oceanus Bath Gel/Body Lotion - Dawn

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Sandals - Wayne
Body Shop Papaya Body Scrub - Uncle Vern & Auntie Joyce



also..

  • my sister made me a huge bowl of mashed potatoes for my birthday
  • my mum & dad both gave me money for my birthday
  • jon bought me a glass of bailey's at crazy e, as a belated birthday pressie

umm.. yeah.. i think thats it.

weeeeee! presents.. weeeeee! i liiiiiiiike!

i love all my pressies! thanks again, everyone!


Monday, December 26, 2005

merry christmas

for the longest time, christmas has been a season of bittersweet feelings for me. happiness. sadness. excitement. disappointment. thankfulness. anger.

this year, its no different.

i don't know why i even bothered to expect and hope that it would be different.

this year, i told myself. this year will be different. this year i have nothing to be upset about. i have a bunch of lovely friends that i adore. i have a boyfriend. i have my family. i have a shitload of awesome presents.

oh, how bloody wrong i was.

i can't remember the last time i cried during christmas. i always make the effort to be happy, even if its just cos christmas is supposed to be joyous and all.

i ended up more disappointed that i can remember being in a long long time.

its more than just being angry at a person. its more than just pettiness. its more than all that.

its about having your heart broken. and on the day thats supposedly one of the happiest in the year.

its about losing faith in something that you once held so important, so precious, so cherished, so loved.

its about sadness, and anger, and tears, and apologies that don't mean jackshit.

what's done is done. no one can turn the clock back and make things right again. and that's that.



so yeah.

i guess you could say my christmas pretty much sucked major ass, once again.

i hope you enjoyed yours.

merry christmas.



just one last question.

which do you think is better?

to be in a relationship, but constantly feeling like you're not in one,

or,

to not be in a relationship at all?



i need to think. i need to sleep. i need to be alone. for awhile.



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to my dearest boys and my lovely girls:

i hope all of you liked your presents. and i hope everyone had a good time these past few days.

i know for alot of you, this christmas is bittersweet as well. all i can say is, that i love you guys a huge load and i know its doesn't really help, but its as much as i can give.

thank you all for the wonderful presents. i love them all.

thank you for the laughs, for the food, for the friendships, for the love, for the insanity, for the comfortable silences, and most of all, for letting me be me when i'm with you guys.

merry christmas, once again.


much love and hugs,
eileen


Friday, December 23, 2005

santa claus is coming to town

FINALLY!

i've settled all my christmas presents.

i am so damn tired.

i have been running around town looking for gifts numerous times in the past week or so.

i have been up late every night doing christmas stuff.

ugh.

but the worst part is yet to come.

WRAPPING PRESENTS.

i have one day left to wrap all my presents. ONE measly day.

good lord.



i was up till almost 5am, working on christmas stuff.

now i am in the office and freaking stoned outta my mind.

tonight is sue-lynn's birthday celebs at crazy elephant.

i need to rush home after work and rush out again.

i have a feeling i'm gonna fall asleep and maybe drown myself in the river due to sheer exhaustion.



tomorrow is christmas eve.

i need to run some errands in the afternoon.

i need to wrap 3 bagfuls of presents.

i need to make myself look pretty for midnight mass.

i need to change my toenail color. (green? red? red and green? red with white dots? gargh!)

i need to decide what to wear!



after midnight mass, its gonna be a mad rush.

back home to pick up the presents.

bran and scott's place. (please feed me! i have no supper at home this year, due to the fact that my sister's church friends are taking over the house.)

wayne's place. (mmm. booze. mmm.)



sunday is "eat food until grow fat" day.

lunch at my grandma's.

dinner at jon's.

second dinner at roy's?

i'm gonna become a WHALE. but food is goooooood.



monday should be spent resting and recuperating in preparation for yucky back-to-work on tuesday.

but i don't think it'll be peaceful.

boxing day lunch at richie's?

drinks with random many peoples?

hmmm.



alrighty.

i shall now adjourn to the toilet to sit on the toilet bowl and attempt to catch a few zzzzz's. (yes i know it sounds disgusting. but the toilets in my office building are really pretty clean.)


starting from tonight, CHAOS REIGNS, man. w00t!


its CHRISTMAS, bitches! yay!



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i have a ton of photos and random stuff to blog about, but i've really been so bloody busy the past few weeks that i haven't had the time.

soon, SOON.

so pleeeeease, stop harassing me about pictures!

BUSY LAAAAAAAAH!

meh.


Friday, December 09, 2005

we're all going on a summer winter holiday

i will be in hong kong this weekend, with the brother and the parentals.

it is winter in hong kong now.

FRIDAY
Mostly Cloudy
High: 22° Low: 18°

SATURDAY
AM Clouds PM Sun
High: 23° Low: 16°

SUNDAY
Partly Cloudy
High: 23° Low: 15°

MONDAY
Sunny
High: 22° Low: 13°


FUCK.

i'm gonna freeze my bloody arse off.

there better be shopping to be done and it better not be bloody winter clothes everywhere if not imma gonna throttle someone.

*grumble*


hong kong here i come.

um.. yay?


Thursday, December 08, 2005

birthday update

ok, this is waaay long overdue. i is champion procrastinator! heh.

O BAR - 25 November 05

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don't ask. you don't want to know.

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haresh reads minds part time. jon and bran dream of being hong kong triad members (refer to "gu wa zhai").

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wayne is not gay, just "metrosexual" *cough*. the amazing "4 head, 3 body, 5 hand" monster.

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er.. kissy-poo?!


most r/a moment of the night :

getting 3 lap dances from jon - 1 time his, er, crotch was barely inches from my face. dude! wah lau..

and then jon turning around to find DOOFUS standing right behind him. hahaha!

most embarrasing moment of the night :

crying over my birthday cake while my lovelies sang me my birthday song (screamed my birthday song, more like. heh.)

darling DOOFUS ran out of the club halfway and went all the way to swensen's in orchard to get me a cake at the last minute.

and there i was wondering where the hell he'd gone to.

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most stupidest moment of the night :

its either ordering and eating macdonalds outside o bar, or trying to cut the frozen ice cream cake with a plastic knife.

the entire cake lifted off the tray when i tried to take the knife out. doh!

most irritating moment of the night :

realising at the end of the night that i was freaking straight assed sober - after downing 4 sambuccas, at least 5 tequila shots, and at least 1 jug of vodka cranberry.

i completely skipped the getting high/drunk part and went straight to having a hangover.

rubbish!


and the most bestest part of the whole night?

having my friends and DOOFUS around me.

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a girl couldn't have asked for more!

*grin*


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okthankyoubyebye.


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